relieved
i realised i forgot to blog about my toe.
my poor poor toe.
kicked the tv cabinet in my mum's small and squeezy room when i went to get a new box of tissue.
the bloody toe (literally) split into half!
can you just imagine my pain?!
it was bleeding rather badly until i just gave up and stuck a plaster on it.
felt so annoyed that i was screaming at anyone i see.
:(
but!
the crybaby i am, didn't cry!
surprise surprise.
lolx.
but i only cry with regards to pain when it's really unbearable.
doesn't count if it's not of my own accord
so xiu! don't try to pin me down with the eyebrow plucking incident!
i am so happy that someone actually understands.
actually know how i feel.
i was extremely reluctant to voice it out and explain myself lest anyone asked.
which no one did.
felt pretty down.
but you came and asked me what happened.
and actually know what i am going through.
saved all my useless explainings which will turn out to be gibberish anyway.
yeah.
i guess i really shouldn't think of myself that way eh?
i didn't know how to handle it,
didn't know what to think.
but now, at least i felt better.
:)
and i should probably remind myself more often:
i am loved.:)
thank you dearies.
though we will never be as close as before
though the trust has already faltered,
no matter how slightly.
(whyever that is so?)
but i still care.
i just hope you know that.
